* you broke my heart * [ßåßÿ£ûßßÿ]

Monday, October 04, 2004

Hiya bloggy... How's ya? I haven been bloggin for quite another long period of time againz... lols... Sorry abt that... I was so engrossed in The Sims 2 to the extend that i played it for more den 10hrs during the weekends lolS...

Oh... Today i saw sth that nearly cause me to haf a heart attack... I login into my friendster & i went to see ZQ's profile & i saw him put "in a relationship"... i tot he really haf a new gf so i msg him to confirm... He replied me "nope. dun haf.". i den feel relief lols. Not that i dun wish him to haf a new gf la or i'm jealous or what la... Juz that see-ing someone u used to like or haf a crush on, was in relationship wif another person... that kind of feeling really... sucks.

Sigh... im so bored... Later on i gotta go sch... & everytime at this day of the week especially at the time of the day of the week, i'll haf my usual monday blues... blues blues blues... eek!!! sianz sia... how i wish i can faster complete my studies in this bloody sch asap... 2 yrs wasnt as long as it seems to be... but... sighx... I guess my lessons are boring becoz wasnt becoz the subjects are boring, its becoz of the teachers... Some make the lessons so dull that we can fall asleep during class... & we haf way too many breaks... its a kind of waste of time... we go sch for lessons not for breaks... 15mins break after every few lessons is pretty kewl enuff, but wtf?! we haf an hr or 2 for break!! wtf are we goin to do during this bloody long break? sighz... 4get it... since the timetable is set this way, theres nuffing esle we can do... unless we kill that bloody SH & change the timetable ourselves... 4get it... Juz let it be... sighx... sch sucks... nono... teachers sucks. SH sucks even more. guys sucks too. =/

oh btw... becoz im too engrossed to my game(The Sims 2)... i didnt continue to write my story which i supposed to complete by this week... but... i promised... on 11 Oct, i'll blog the whole chunk of grandma story out... maybe i'll blog it bit by bit... we shall see... i'll decide on that day... lolS.

oh... another thingy... I WANNA GO JAY's CONCERT LA!!! WHO WANNA OR WILLING TO GO WIF ME? :'( if really noone to go wif me, i'll go alone... sighx... i rather go alone this time den missing the concert for the third time... sighx... i'll stop here bloggy... lub ya *frEnChieS* heh.

I cried. Because of U`

1:19 AM.