Honestly, I really think I am going crazy sooner or later. Why? I don't know. Don't ask me why I don't know why am i going crazy cause' I really don't know. :S

I hate mens aka. periods. My hormones will "boil" up so fast that I can changed 180 degrees to another person in a second! This second you might see me happy, the very next second I'm freaking angry. Why does this happen? Good question! I want to know too! I easily get worked up over minor things recently.

Few days ago, just have a very bad quarrel with my dad. I always do not have a very good terms with my dad. This very quarrel makes our relationship worser.

I should admit that I am really really feeling very stressed. My mum everyday without fail will nag, nag, nag non-stop. My dad as usual black face forever, especially towards my baby boy. My bf doesn't like my baby boy, so are my family members. Whatever they think. Whatever they want. Like I said. HE IS MY DOG, EVEN THE WHOLE WORLD DON'T LIKE HIM, DISLIKE HIM, HATE HIM, DEPISE HIM. I'LL NEVER LEAVE HIM. HE'S MINE & FOREVER MY ONE AND ONLY BABY BOY. So.. whoever tries to lay a fucking finger on my boy. Be prepared to have some gallons of maggots, roaches, lices, leeches, all sorts of insects sleeping with you forever. Okay back to e "stress" topic or whatever it is. I'm indeed damn stressed. Stress given by parents. Stress caused by financial problems. Stress given by school & lecturers. Stress because of projects. Many many things! Im so damn stressed. I'm really going crazy. Everything happening now doesn't seems to be on my side as what I least expect to be/will happen. Everything's against me.

Crying, venting anger, shouting, day-dreaming, listening to music, all stupid methods that I can think of to lessen my level of stress, I have tried most. None works. In fact, I doubt there will be any that will really work. Sigh.

Today, bf sms-ed me saying have qns to ask. But as usual never ask. Keep telling to shoot whatever what he wanna ask & he still refuse to. So.. Why say YOU have qns to ask me in the first place? :S Please don't waste my precious messages, my dear. :S

My legs, my head, my eyes & even my fingers are all freaking tired. Had a damn long walk for hours for the bloody tourism project.

Whatever la. Not in mood to blog anymore. Lazy to check what rubbish I have actually typed. Need not read, whoever is reading. Its just a crap post. Duh.