* you broke my heart * [ßåßÿ£ûßßÿ]

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Baby although we're together only for merely 2 months, but I really wanna thanks you for everything you have done and taught me. I really cherish every seconds we spent together.

Baby, in case you don't know, you're so different from my past ex-es. You really made me feel like a lil' baby, a princess with all your tender loving care. Making me feel so high up at the top of the universe and yes, you made me fall to the deepest of the Hell too.

Baby, up till now I still couldn't accept the fact that you've walked out of my life thoroughly. It had happened way too suddenly! The night before, you gave me good bye kisses; sms-ed me good night message with a "muack" attached(even though I only saw it yesterday morning) but I really felt so happy! I would never ever thought that less than 12 hours later, you wanna break-up.

Baby, I've no idea till now, what caused our relationship to turn out this way or what actually are you thinking the past few days. I don't know what have I done wrong. Yes, I'm really very sorry for pissing you off that night and insisted on going yo your place after that.

Baby, I really don't understand by your "we're not suitable" and "no feelings", really. I believed there should be a reason to why you suddenly said "we're not suitable" and "no feelings". I don't know how to accept it. But I'm trying. I'm still trying to forget the tender loving care you gave me. Your smile, your expessions, your face, your snores, your scent, your hugs, your kisses and everything about you still lingers around me. How I wished I wake up and everything happened yesterday were just nightmares and you're still mine. I've put alot of hopes, efforts and plans to our relationship and one "no" from you and everything's gone forever.

Baby, I really wished that you'll be mine again. I miss you terribly every seconds and I still love you so much. I hope you'll give us a chance to get things right. I respect whatever decision you made even though my heart's broken cause I wanna you to be happy.

Baby, I really miss you! I love you! And I need you and want you! Please! Be mine again, my love! I love you! T_T

I cried. Because of U`

10:51 PM.